Monday, June 29, 2015

Blurred crystals

Passed by worlds, I feel hollow again,
Forgot my world back, Realized then.
Forgotten me, nowhere I Iive in,
For that sweet affection am now yearning.

Bothered that I rank low in priorities,
Wanna be the one, not a boy tease.
Lost more than one can, Shot in the knees,
Wish everyday my soul be put at ease.

Nobody knows what I’ve been through,
None realize I’m the only one close to true.
Green me? the lost face is back cause I love you,
I am not a lost memory, but the one to stick to.

Miss my life, more than you can imagine,
Oops, Careful I should be with words I’m using,
Cause I give out more than what I’m getting,
Bah, don’t care, was dealt more shit than I can take in.

Live life by the day, its a curse geez,
Still make everyone go weak on their knees,
I’m a rebel, hell, I make even hell freeze,
Think you can stop loving me, Oh please!

Two faced maybe, but you know the me that’s true,
Talk behind my back, ‘cause they don’t have a clue,
About me the only constant, persona’s new.
Life of the party, its me they secretly look upto.

Brand me whatever, I’m the one you’re thinking,
Give me whatever, I’m here for the take in.
Am your world, your lost jigsaw piece,
Am the cold and the protective fleece.
Say nothing, yet I am everything in you,
Show nothing, yet am the one you do.


On the lane away from my world, I turn and look back... all so clear yet so blurred.