Except when lost

Some things made sense to me, a fervor,

Something's felt important, a fever,

Someone got into my mind, a lever,

But that someone left me behind, a leaver.

They say you need two hands for a clap,

Just me waving my right, doesn't make a clap,

What I have or done, no one gives a crap,

I'm exiled here, caught up in this society trap.

Agreed that it's better to have loved and lost,

Than to have not loved at all. I've loved and lost,

So many times, that I'm now an eternal loser,

With what I got I can’t be, feel a mere poser.

What’s the point of love, if you can’t give it?

What’s the point in feelings, if you can’t express it.

What’s affection, if you can’t show it,

What’s the point of life, if I can’t live it.

I want to feel important to someone,

Someone to feel important in my want,

Importance given by someone to me and

My want for someone sound important.

Hate my reflection, I break the mirror,

Can no longer look good, unless am with her,

No hugs and kisses, without you am bitter,

Please come back I mew, am forgotten litter.

Take me away, Before claws of society tighten round my neck,

Take me away, Before waves of pain wash over the deck.

Take me away, Don’t want my hands to pronounce my end,

Take me away, Rather me than anyone, be the one to send

Me away, Before I learn that I meant nothing to you all,

Take me away, ‘fore him I am made to look small.

Oh wait, that just happened, didn’t it?

Take me away, ‘cause that comparison has me dented.

Take me away, I’d rather leave on the high,

Take me away, When I still know I’m the better guy,

Take me away, before I’m discarded like a rag doll,

Me a way far from wails during my curtain call.

Miss feeling alive again, I’m frost,

Wanna feel warm with you, at all cost,

Spend every second and first, never last,

Always around her, except when lost.

A battle of emotions except that I'm now lost.