Beginning of an end

One by one they fall like pins,

Am no more relevant.

No love, me punished for my sins,

I’m cast away like a mis-born infant.

I knew this day would come,

I’d be alone, tears keeping company.

Misunderstood, me a hatred sanctum,

No more I seek to survive this journey.

Wondered have I, what’d ensue

When I cease to exist.

Love, sorrow and tears a few,

A couple months that’d persist.

Would my absence be torment?

How long before memories put to rest?

To whom my love most meant?

Questions galore, ended distressed.

Now and then I faced daggers,

I lasted the cries of blame,

Never I stopped loving hers,

But could not foretell what became.

Standing she was, looking away,

Least perturbed, my beautiful maiden.

Kneeled over me with a smile to allay

All pain, the other lass, her face lambent.

Realized... lying I was on the ground,

My eyes laid sight on the shining metal,

Pierced breast emanating pain profound,

Bemused me, a closing life turned a speckle.


Staggered by stormy events around, this is a depiction of a vision/nightmare. Still clouded by fears of this happening.